Today is a good day, because I am taking a half-day to pamper myself and do some shopping. I decided this on Monday, when I looked in the mirror at my grey roots (who were screaming back at me for some highlights). I am pretty good with finding time to get my hair done, but I must admit this is the longest I've waited for a trim and touchup. So, this afternoon I am doing just that... and taking a side trip to look at some handbags.
So... I am also winding down the 2WW, and I have to tell you, I am reluctant to test. Today is 11dpiui.
First of all, I am out of HPT's, which makes the decision easier. Second, I have been on the progesterone suppositories for 9 days now, in hopes that I am supporting something that may or may not be there..... so no rush to test on that matter.
So, it is what it is, and there is nothing I can do at this point except wish for something good. So I am being a little lazy at the moment. Not wanting to know and wanting to know.
Symptom-wise, this month has been different. I know what it feels like to be pregnant and the early symptoms (after all, I've technically been pregnant 5 times), and this cycle has had me guessing and pondering. Little twinges here and there, sore boobs, headaches and such.
Which leads me to believe I have a very active imagination or I am feeling "it". I don't know anymore, I can't even be optimistic or pessimistic, so I half think I am purely mad.
Either way, I am waiting at the moment.
For courage or simply a moment of optimism.
So... I am also winding down the 2WW, and I have to tell you, I am reluctant to test. Today is 11dpiui.
First of all, I am out of HPT's, which makes the decision easier. Second, I have been on the progesterone suppositories for 9 days now, in hopes that I am supporting something that may or may not be there..... so no rush to test on that matter.
So, it is what it is, and there is nothing I can do at this point except wish for something good. So I am being a little lazy at the moment. Not wanting to know and wanting to know.
Symptom-wise, this month has been different. I know what it feels like to be pregnant and the early symptoms (after all, I've technically been pregnant 5 times), and this cycle has had me guessing and pondering. Little twinges here and there, sore boobs, headaches and such.
Which leads me to believe I have a very active imagination or I am feeling "it". I don't know anymore, I can't even be optimistic or pessimistic, so I half think I am purely mad.
Either way, I am waiting at the moment.
For courage or simply a moment of optimism.
